I haven't written here in a long time.

First and foremost, I love and miss Sam and Sophie. May God bless them and their families. The dreams continue with Sam. I am saddened I cannot remember them when I awake. I know Sam knows I love him. His presence is everywehre to me. Words cannot explain the love I feel for them both. Sophie..as the days grow longer, the Lord brings me closer and closer to you. Oh how I miss you..I cry very often. Today I was on the freeway and there was an accident..I felt so anxious. Life moves on..but moving on without them is hard, therefore I carry them with me everywhere. Every little piece of them is with me. M and I did kiss at the concert..went to ihop after driving aroud forever.............i did a cartwheel, so random. I saw Al with her posse. I could see the jealousy in some of their eyes. DREAM ON BITCHES. He's weird. ..I cannot talk about this right now. Will elaborate more tomorrow.