sooo..

basically i haven't written here for a while, but lately a lot has been going on. m and i are still talking and still no kiss, hah but its okay. it will happen, knowing me. i really am beginning to like him and everytime we hang out it's more and more. i wish i recoreded the other times. i'll just emphasize on them now. so the weekend before this one we hung out on a sat and we went to SR but the pizza place was too crowded so we walked and talked. we went to a restaurant on the east side lol but it was fun we wanted to go to the movies but then again he didn't want to. so we left and drove around forever. he asked me who stefan marbury was and i said an old reggae singer and he said how old and i said old whoops i was wrong it was a ncaa player hah but he asked who lisa leslie was and i said shes my girl. damn right the next day we hung out and i wore my bathing suit under my clothes, but we didn't go to the beach because it was raining. so we went to student union and played air hockey and i won. so we left and silently laughed at the ping pong players. it was cold. all i could remember was the cold and how i wanted to kiss him since i won. then we walked and i got worked up and blurted out if you won what would i have to do and he was just silent so right as he opened his mouth i opened mine and said whats that over there..hah oh well. he put his arm around me and we walked. it was cute. i went home after this because he had homework to do or whatever. then this weekend we hung out on sunday. we went to the beach it was so cold and windy i cant even explain. i literally fell over but we held eachother and i really wanted to hold his hand..why is it i always say i will do something and never do it? i will next time i promise. so we just sat there and i wanted to kiss him then too because it was just so right..the sunset, my full bladded...lol, the sun shining in our faces. well i guess my face turned purple ..embarassing. then we left after the sun set and i really had to urinate. so we went to this placed and i used it and they had no pads and omg i wanted to slap the employee. then we went to home and went to carls juniors. it was hilarious..cheo leo the strip place with private booths, i said why dont we go there. but i was joking and he was joking. so he was acting crazy because "Maria" wouldn't help us. I was getting ansy and i felt like my alter ego guadalupita was gonna beat the shit out of her. but it didnt happen. so she finally answered and he ordered and he was acting odd..but it was really hot at the time time. hah then i noticed his legs, they looked nice. then i was doing an asian voice ...seriously this night can go one and on..in general i had fun. if nothing happens it would be heartbreaking but okay because he's a good friend. came in at the wrong time, yet in a way he was the best person to come in at this time. i am always happy when i go out with him and everyone notices improvements in my moods. <3 thanks